|
Drowning In Denial!
Angel Femia
You’re screaming at me
I’m speechless and scared
Heart pounding, mind racing
Why can’t you just talk?
What’s made you so angry?
You’re hurting my ears
And freezing my soul
All I have told you
Was an old memory
Of something that hurt me
In my past, what’s the score?
Why does that upset you?
It’s a memory, history, and a part of my past
Now all you can say to me is response
“SHUT UP! don’t upset my illusion”
Don’t break my bubble of lies
Don’t talk about yesterday
Then I think to myself
Why are you lying, distorting the facts?
Why are you hiding, covering your tracks?
The pain you’re exuding
Was not put there today
I was here, no one hurt you
So why is this display?
Why are you hurt?
And why are you hanging on to
Horrid pains in your heart?
Your memories are bleeding
But you just push it back
Your eyes filled with fear
So what are you saying
Your now burning with rage?
Ultimatums flying in furry
Harshly out of your mouth
“If you don’t shut up
I will walk out of your life!”
That’s a great deal of fear
Anger and rage
You are asking me to accept
Too many stories, lies, illusions
They will break my brain
To face the truth hurts
Yes this is so true
But the rewards are so endless
I stick with it, and not you
You don’t have to threaten
You don’t have to walk
Cause your already gone
Drowning in your denial.
"Deniel of Seduction!"
Angel Femia
My phone rings
There you are
Asking me
If she has called
For you
A few hours pass
Yes there she is
To no surprise
Asking me
If you were in touch
I see your games
I see your deciet
Who are you foolinng
But yourself
And maybe her
In your mind
You are seducilng her
I ask you lthis
Then you just deny
Then you grin
In your rage
To maintain control
You violated her trust
With you bruute force
You abused her
Your love afair
Was torn apart
With your own temper
Desperatly she ran
Away from you
Now I see
She's all turned on
And chasing you
I've been there once
Hea beat me too
But upon his seduction
And emotional controls
I ran rilght back to him
Again and again
Until I broke!!
My phone rings
There you are
Asking me
If she has called
For you
A few hours pass
There she is
Asking lme
If you've called too
For her
I see the game
I see the deciet
I see the control
I see the pain
I see the end!!!!!!!!!
|
